end of june...25th~~afternoon
"linkin park"

wow. all the talk about threesomes that i've been having are making my mind wander. that's all. i'm no fun anymore. yeah, that's right. i'm having too much fun in bartending school...yep! i'm in my second week and it's just way too much fun! funny. i just looked at my diary, a year ago today, and realized that i was in indiana. it was when i met jen, i met jerry, i met seth and jed and kellen...wow. funny how time flies by so fast, whether you're having fun or not. i'm just amazed at how much i've changed since then. i was so naive and ready to face the world, jump in headfirst with my eyes closed and just wait for life to kick me in the ass. do we all go through life just waiting for these experiences to catch up to us? i think that it's our reactions to the situations that we're completely uncomfortable with that define us as people. our personalities change, our habits change, our minds and our lives will never be the same. if you haven't left home yet...good luck. it's hard, but if you're tough and you know who you are, you'll be fine. otherwise you're in for some serious eye opening experiences. wow. i'm all philosophical here and shit. what's up with that?

my days are just that...a daze. my weekends go by too fast, too many good times for me to just indulge in, that i miss them as soon as they're gone. i live for weekends...it's the only time i get to see him. *tear*

everyone here at my apt is sleeping. it's like, 4 in the afternoon. what's up with this sleeping thing? WTF? i have no idea. i get up every morning at 7:30, shower and get ready, and go to class for 4 hours. only to get out and run errands and finally have some fun late in the evenings. what a great life, huh? yeah, now you see why i live for the weekends. all these sleeping people are making me tired. but i don't need sleep...sleep is overrated! hahaha...i'm such a nerd...but i'm gone...