november 21st~~before noon
"i don't feel any older..."

well, my birthday has come and gone, and good things, as well as bad have come out of it. i had a blast on saturday night, partying for matt's birthday. i got a LOT closer with christina, and basically, just had a lot of fun. i found my new favorite thing, next to spending time with my baby...whippits and rolling. ok, wow. that's all i have to say. just amazing feeling...but you feel SO stupid the next day. whippits kill brain cells like crazy, but while you're rolling, it just seems even worse. i was so cracked out on sunday, but it was all worth it.

so i'm a year older, and i don't feel like it. every year since i was 15, each birthday has come with a new benefit. but this year...yeah, i'm just 20. nothing exciting, nothing special, just 20. and i'm starting to settle into the season...i freakin love cold weather, but i'm getting a bit more depressed each day, which is normal for me in november. i'm trying to fight it...SO hard. any help anyone can give will be GREATLY appreciated.

i have a shitload of shite to do today...i'm out.

thanks to all my favorite diarylanders for wishing me a happy birthday!!!