christmas eve~~10:30 pm
"am i really this bitchy??"

another christmas, another hair-dryer. woohoo. i went shopping with my parents, i watched them spend hundreds on one another. i have books for school. i have a hair dryer. i think it's becoming tradition...books and a hair dryer. that's what i got last year. yay.

okay, at the risk of sounding like a scrooge...i feel a bit different this year. usually i feel bad because i always make like a bandit and my parents are semi-happy. this year they're ecstatic with their gifts, and i'm just here. and the looming thought of nothing to come is just wonderful. just frickin great.

damn, i know i'm bitchy, i'm just depressed and i really wasn't looking forward to christmas this year. at least i haven't been subjected to "it's a wonderful [fucking] life" yet. it should have already happened...but it hasn't and this is good. hopefully i can manage to avoid it altogether this year. honestly, i just wish it was wednesday already.

wednesday, where are you my friend???