again...it's still monday~~it's later...4 ish
"Abby and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day"

i will title this one:

Abby and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day

and all will be fine. i just need to go to sleep...to start over...to do something to mend my broken thoughts. i need...hell, i need a lot to drink. i need to imbibe some heavy spirits and make really stupid comments and fall all over myself. i just need to get away from this horrific weekend/monday that will follow me around until i can get over it. it's bad...i'm taking this way too hard...but is that necessarily a bad thing, or does it mean that i put so much heart into it? i don't know...hell. i just know i'm weak and vulnerable right now...and if aaron would only say the right thing...i would be home. really...sad, huh? but i'm broken, lonely and extremely open...vulnerable in the worst sort of way.

abby...

no quote...three earlier today.