on the first day of december~~at two o'clock
"on the first day of december"

i wrote in my diary...

hehe...stress. the stress is so overwhelming!!! i haven't had a final exam since my sophomore year...and now i have to take 4 of them...AHHHHHH!!! how sad is this...i've been figuring how it would hurt my grades if i didn't do so well on the finals...i'm such a pessimist. but yeah...my world cultures final is gonna kick my ass...bio's going to be a bitch...chem is going to be hard as hell...and psych shouldn't be too bad. it's just the whole point of the thing. why should a final exam that's cumulative be the final judge of your knowledge, when all your tests aren't cumulative? it sucks...bad.

natalie, my natalie...is have a huge crisis. well, not huge...but she's having boy problems. she doesn't deserve the stress she gets from guys...she's way too good for that. i just hope that some lucky boy figures that out soon and takes her while he can!!

damn...i only wrote 12 entries in november...that's not that many compared to what i usually write. i guess that should tell me something, huh? maybe that i need to update more often? yeah...i'm thinking so. oh well..can't do anything about it now, can i ? nope...so i'll just deal with it!!!

hunger consumes me as i sit here in front of this damn eye-warping machine. and sig ep is having their formal date party tonight...woohoo. guess who's NOT going!?? yep...got it in one...abby. oh well...there's a huge SAE party tonight too. it's a cute idea...traffic light party. wear red if you're taken, yellow if you're not sure, and green if you're available. but you know what i REALLY want to do tonight? go to dinner and a movie. and swim. yeah...that's what i REALLY would rather do. but unless i can find someone to do that with me...i'm screwed. totally screwed...and subjected to dinner and a movie here...which wouldn't be that bad if i went to blockbuster and got something...or if i went solo. which also wouldn't be that bad...done it before and i know i'll do it again!

it's time for me to get away from this god-forsaken place and get rid of some of this stress...

layta...

abby

quote:

"When you are content to be simply yourself and don't compare or compete, everybody will respect you."