9-18-2000~~3:30 afternoon
"i'm a slacker...i know it!!"

well, it's 5 days since my last entry and my life has been turned upside down, twisted radically and it's crazier than i thought it could ever be. i found out too many facts about a great friend that i really would have rather not known...but i found a great friend in return. i'm in the process of gaining back the first friend...and things are doing better than they were before...slowly. but i know i've been letting people down by not updating...and i'm sorry!!

this was a great weekend...of course, jen was out of town...she is every weekend! friday night i had a prospective senior stay with me...heather. she had a blast...and i'm pretty sure that she's found her school. i'm really happy for her...i think she'll fit in great. but besides that, she got kinda annoying. she made me realize the difference between high school students and college students. and believe me...there's a BIG difference. saturday i went shopping...and i had a BLAST!!! danielle and i had so much fun getting winter clothes...especially considering i had NONE!!! hehehe. i'm such a texan. but i love it. that night...passover. it was great...SO much fun. i went out with shannon, julie, leslie, andrea, robyn, sarah and robyn's roommate...and another chic. we all dressed up really cute...we were HOT!!! i had SO much fun. all the new guys were so cute in their letters...and i know they had fun. i kinda pissed jerry off...well, not really...it was BAD. he was SO mad and shannon and i....it was bad. but everything's good now...we talked last night...and we're being really great to each other. it's almost better than it was before everything happened.

we actually had the "what if we dated" talk...again. yeah, it was like, the 3rd time...but we both know it won't happen anytime soon...definately not. things are too weird right now. who knows what'll happen...but he says that i'm not the type to wait. too bad he never saw me around joey...if i want something bad enough..i'll get it...no matter what. but that's another story.

it's time for abby to write a paper...

layta!!

abby

quote:

"The way to love anything is to realize it may be lost."