the second for today~~1
"sleepy time sleepy time"

i'm so tired. i hate how i feel when i'm tired. i hate it. i yawn all the time and i get really irritated with everything and everyone. but i've made a decision that's going to change my attitude now. for good. i'm SO tired of being irritated and expressing how i really feel. so...on with the mask. not really a full mask like i'm used to wearing...but a simple smile. just one to appease myself into realizing that the world's not half as bad as it used to be. it's not nearly as bad as i think it is. i just like to smile...and i miss smiling. so i'm going to do it a lot more. there's something that i want. there's something that i REALLY want. and the only way to get it is to be me. and i know that, naturally, i'm a happy person...so i'm going to be happy.

kay...enough about that...i'm really fuckin tired. i have class at 2, then i'm going to SLEEP. we're talkin about some serious sleep. layta.

abby

quote:

"Today, if you are not confused, you are just not thinking clearly."