distinctly different

8-8~~6 pm
"counting crows"

yeah, so i know that this is the 2nd entry for the day, but it needs to be made...btw-anyone that didn't read my last one about my really bad night, just might want to access the archives and read it...it's rather interesting. on with this entry......

so i talked to copeland today...you know, my future guy...that i can't wait to get to myself!! well, yeah, talking to copeland always makes me want to fast forward my life just to get to where i can be with him...but i know i can't do that, just because i have SO much to experience before i can call him mine...oh yeah...HI JARED!!! I MISS YOU!!! now that that's said...i'll leave this entry with a song...a song that reminds me of copeland...a song that makes me cry. it's counting crows and it's GOOD. love abby.

I wanted so badly

Somebody other than me

Staring back at me

But you were gone

I wanted to see you walking backwards

And get the sensation of you coming home

I wanted to see you walking away from me

Without the sensation of you leaving me alone

Time and time again

I can't please myself

I wanted the ocean to cover over me

I wanna sink slowly without getting wet

Maybe someday, I won't be so lonely

And I'll walk on water every chance I get

Time and time again

I can't please myself

So when are you coming home

Sweet angel?

You leaving me alone?

All alone?

Well, if I'm drowning darling, you'll come down this way on your own

I wish I was traveling on a freeway

Beneath this graveyard western sky

I'm gonna set fire to this city

And out into the desert

we're gonna ride

Time and time again

I can't please myself