10-10~~8 pm
"i'm hurt...unbelievably hurt"

this is going to be short and sweet, as i just got in from home and i have a great big migraine...it sucks. but i just wanted to let the world know that i'm hurt more than i could imagine being hurt right now. the two people that i need the most for me hate me and i have no idea where to turn. so what will i do? i have no idea...one of them i haven't talked to since saturday...i'm scared to call her. ever since saturday, i've been getting the vibes that she absolutely hates me...and the other one...well, i'm hurt and angry. i'm really freakin sorry i ruined your weekend...i only wish that we could understand one another enough to not let anything like that happen again...only i have no idea what's going to happen. in spite of all that, i had a great weekend...i saw a lot of people...i missed some people, but you all know i love you and that i'll be back in november!!! there were three people that made my weekend absolutely wonderful...thank you jill, natalie and the unnamed person. you know who you are...and i know you won't want the entire world to know. not to end on a bad note or anything...but i'm really glad that you two are getting closer...you need each other and i'm glad that i could bring you two together in the first place. take care of one another...we'll see what happens in the future...

i'm out...in tears

abby