1-10~~2:30
"no math today..."

yep...i'm in math class right now. not doing anything. anything at all. yeah. the prof. is out of town...the secretary was supposed to be here. but there's nobody here. yeah. great, huh? ahhh well.

so last night was a great night...erin, nick and i all went to texas roadhouse after a prolonged wal-mart trip. it was great stuff. we have a microwave!!! yay!!! hahaha...i'm so easily amused...

i'm thinking that i'm tired...no, i have a huge headache...and i talked to bryan and aaron yesterday. bryan's conversation was limited to a "i'm going to work, i'll give you a call." mine and aaron's, on the other hand...was short, but awesome nonetheless. he's made a very hard decision to do something that i respect him for SO much...you have NO idea. he's doing something that takes so much strength and i can't wait to talk to him tonight to figure out what made him decide to be a better person.

has anyone out there ever loved someone but never been able to tell them? that's how i feel...i love him SO much, but i just can't tell him...and it sucks...it seriously sucks. ahh well, life goes on. someday i'll tell him how i feel today...how i've felt for a long long time...until then it will just hide. go figure. and ellen, YOU RULE!!! you are the coolest...i love you!!!

later...i'm out...

abby

quote:

smile. it's the second best thing to do with your lips.