6-29~~6:30 pmish
"my confident, decisive plan"

well, i have come to a decision. aaron is leaving on the 5th...which would be next wednesday for all you calendar incompetant people out there. he comes back the 20th, i leave the 11th or 14th...only like, 20 somethin days later. which is not very much time at all...so i have come to a decision. i am going to tell aaron tonight that i don't want him to leave upset at me...i want him to leave knowing that he's had fun, and i want him to come back, expecting to have fun. i want to leave for indiana knowing that i've learned a lot from him, while i've also had tons of fun. this has been a great summer, but truthfully, there's not too much of it left. i'm going to tell him that i want to make the most of the time that we have left, because unless i see him over christmas, i won't see him until next summer, if i ever see him again-i have no idea where our lives will take us. so, that's what i'm going to do. i'm going to suggest that he just fuck whatever ideas he has in his head blocking him from me, and that we just spend the time together while we can. i want to just have fun like we did in the beginning, and the only way to do that is to ignore all the shit. i'm confident...

i love roast beef and ranch samiches....

abby

quote:

"Don't think too much about the past or else the present will slip away from you without you noticing it."