7-8~~one am
"i'm sorry kristine"

hi. i had a good day, i guess. i closed op 5, which to those of you not familiar with harbor terms, that means jack shit to you. short and sweet...kiddie land. natalie closed the area right next to me...which was cool too, b/c we got to spend all day talking to one another. we even got in trouble for being together...figures.

maryann is the best little matchmaker i've met...she does a really good job! john talked to me today...he bought me a coke and relayed his pager number to me through maryann...how cute! he's incredibly shy...i can tell. but it's adorable. yeah, he's taking off a day next week, just so we can go out. how sweet is that?!? i mean, wow.

so why do i miss aaron? the past couple of weeks, all i did was sit around and wait for him to call...why do i miss him? i mean, i know i'm a nympho, and it WAS really good sex, but it's been almost a month and that's crazy. june 15th actually...how sad is that? not sad because it was the 15th, but sad b/c i remember. so why do i miss him? why is it that i always want most the guys that treat me the worst? i know i can't change him, but i want to be able to touch his life. i want him to want me. therefore, i'm going to play hard to get.

i reread what i wrote a couple entries back, about me being mad at kris...i was really pissed then...but she had no idea i was so mad, and i had no right to write about it without telling her first. i would be SO mad if she did that to me. so kris, if you're reading this...i'm sorry!!!

well, it IS one in the morning and i did work today...although it wasn't very hard, it was still hot as shit and i'm tired...so it's bedtime!!

love to all...

abby

quote:

**it's long...sorry. but it's a good one!!!**

"There are three possible parts to a date, of which at least two must be offered: entertainment, food, and affection. It is customary to begin a series of dates with a

great deal of entertainment, a moderate amount of food, and the merest suggestion of affection. As the amount of affection increases, the entertainment can be

reduced proportionately. When the affection IS the entertainment, we no longer call it dating. Under no circumstances can the food be omitted."