8-3/8-4~~3 am
"i hate accidents"

that is a really freakin good song by matchbox 20...my favorite band...you know, 3 am? riiiight. so it's august 3/4, 13/12 days before i leave and i have had the worst and the best past couple of days in my life. to start...i went to san antonio monday through today (wednesday) to play in a softball tournament. here's the rundown...

monday...

shelley and i had to work, we got off work around 2:30...left arlington around 3:30 and got in san an around 8 or so...i took a shower, we had an escapade on the riverwalk around 10:30 that night...and we crashed in our "plush" howard johnson hotel room...woohoo! it was nice and free!

tuesday...

ouch. we had 4 games that day...we went 4-0 and won the tournament!!! i played EVERY game...and i am SO sore. i also got the all-state team...which ROCKS! that made me SO SO SO happy. so we all had plans to go out that night on the riverwalk. well, shelley and i took showers and got ready and left...and were following the six flags van...and well, we got in an accident. and she was driving. and may i add that it was my car. so my car is now in san antonio...i'm here in dallas and i'm still upset. my car might not even be ready before i leave for school in 12 days!!! i'm SO excited to go to school, but i'm so sad about my car...i love that car and i feel so freakin helpless! but we were extremely lucky to all walk away from that accident...God's work right there!

wednesday...

my daddy drove to pick up me and shelley and work out everything with insurance and repair people. i love my dad SO much!! got home, went to jon shep's apt...it was brook's last night here so we all hung out there. then i went and had a long talk with john...and wow. i'm going to miss him like crazy...i really am. i can't explain it now...but i will. i really will.

it's 3 in the morning and i'm physically and emotionally drained. i think i've cried a grand total of 4 times today...in one day!!! that's just craziness right there.

i love love LOVE boston market macaroni and cheese...yummy

more later...

abby

quote:

"Try to be the best of what you are, even if what you are is no good."