june 3~~it's still light outside
"i suck"

you know, i'm thinking that i'm just destined to be screwed over somehow, in some way. things go really roughly, then they just look up really fast. they stay good for awhile, then they fall. hell, i don't know what i'm talking about. i really want to get nice and trashed. falling all over myself drunk, you know, dizzy spinning rooms...all that jazz. i miss that. i really have nothing to talk about...i'm a slave to my job and that's it.