tha 17th~~afternoon time
"looooooonnnnnngggggg one"

mmmkay...don't get mad at abby...i tried to update yesterday, but my stupid computer decided to erase the entry. it was gay and retarded, but yeah. that's life. so i just got pissed at my computer and turned it off and left it alone. my diary could wait. until today. b/c i'm tired of seeing the same ol entry. and i'm about to change the background. but not today. that will wait until i get back to school. yeppers.

so yeah...i had my first day at abercrombie last night. it sucked at first...because i was tired and not too sociable. but then i started talking to people and having fun. i was so used to the nazi style of old navy and shit...that i was intimidated by the whole relaxed style of a&f. but once i got the stick out of my ass...it was fun. and there's a hot manager at the big store that flirts with me...mmmm...he's a cutie!! and i think he's interested...i know it's kinda taboo to date your manager, but what about a manager from a different store? huh? huh? yeah...that would be cool. really cool. like, WAY cool. hehehe. that's me...always looking for a new one to tie myself up with. go figure.

so i'm sure that everyone wants an update on my aaron situation. as if there was an aaron situation. yeah...i've been home since wednesday and i haven't seen him yet. surprised? honestly, i am. i thought he cared and that he wanted to see me. i knew that this christmas would be the deciding trip...and i'm deciding that i really don't want to be treated like shit anymore. natalie will be happy. VERY happy. if only i could get thte balls to just say...mmmm, no. not taking this anymore. but i don't. not yet. and as for another one that i've been seeing lately...it's just weird. i don't feel comfortable around him anymore...it's just weird. and i'm thinking that it won't go on anymore.

guess what everyone...you should be happy for me. after being with the same guy since june...and only kissing one other guy since june...i've opened myself up. nope, not whoring around, just kissed a couple people. aren't ya proud!?!? i am...one of them was REALLY good. and it made me happy.

friday night was the harbor party...it was tons of fun..until afterwards. yeah...all the other leads and sups ditched me and nat to go to a bar that we couldn't get into. nice, huh? yeah...it pissed us off. but that's all good. we went shopping...therapeutic shopping is GREAT. honestly...especially when you get tons of stuff from abercrombie for, like, half off. especially when the guy that checks you out is the hot manager that you want to date. hahaha...oh yeah. friday night. so we went to this hotel party...after the six flags concert...and left before it got busted. we trekked to a party in north arlington where we shouldn't have known anyone, but we knew too many people...it was a south gp party. crazy, huh? so...i saw paul...then went home..abby was tired. VERY tired.

i wanna work today...i wanna wear these great plaid pants that i got friday night. i wanna see brian. he's HOT!!! mmmmm...yeah. kay...time to go...this has been a LONG entry.

layta...abby

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